Welcome to hell-oh.
A habit formed by the commitment of doing.
Well! This is the part when I try to sustain a blog - forge some form of writing habit.
I do want to get better at writing. My spelling is poor and I, for whatever reason cannot bring my self to self edit. Yes, something I'll have to make a core habit of. (correction: I am now editing this - hot damn, so many mistakes.)
It's been quite sometime… old friend. too long one might say.
Peaks and valleys of "productivity" and "depression"- though mild now. I do still keep this in my life backpack. Carried it since I was a wee lad. Sometimes guised as rest. Forced rest…? Like getting a fever on a winters day… The last fever I had in years; I used it as an opportunity to get off coffee. Which now I am only on teas. Energy is much better! Highly recommend.
INTERMISSIONS // Record scratch.
Ew. Okay. I don't enjoy writing in WordPress Editor. Going to switch to Obsidian
Ah this is much better. I'll just copy and paste. I can see word count. Woo…
So! Where was I….
Small update. Yes, I'm bringing this habit back. Making covers and getting my shit back together - mental health is stable. Funds are low, even though I'm working full time, but it covers utilities, so that's good. I just need to get out of this new mountain of debt. So let's get build it. Brick by Brick.
Something from me
Not 100% on how or what I'll be talking about here.
Edit: This is me rambling and side tracked.
Nor do I remember why I structured certain categories of this website. Notepad Vs Invisible letters??? What (actually no post in Notepad, so… I guess it wasn't an issue. Ha)
Side track ramble end.
Part of doing more writing is also kindling the fire to really start kicking off the newsletter. I love newsletters. It's what I read more than anything else. What would it be about? It would be things I find on the internet that I enjoy. Short enough to read under 30 seconds; splash of TTRPG things and life updates.
If you're reading this. [PencilBooth Newsletter!]
Another is to start short stories on substack. TTRPG related. Gameable perhaps. Though through age and past experiences I should bite less. I tend to get distracted or fall off into the abyss. But this time. This blog will be my map. A north star.
I thought I fell off TTRPG, and lost interest in it for a bit.
But I realized I fell off everything in my life - interests faded, even art. A slow cocoon mode of living - doing nothing but work. I feel like I'm ready again. Putting some creative twigs back onto the fire. Build a small cabin in the dark forest. Returning …
This time slower.
This time, for what is worth - less social media // embracing my mode of isolation which I enjoy.
A lurker within the hedges, but waving my hand when it's time to say hello.
Think this caps it for my dipping me toe in again the ol' blog,
Storming the castle,
Tony.
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